Whoa I slept in till 10.30am! I must of been tired, yesterday evening was a little rough for me, I spent a lot of it crying on my bed, I guess it is that time for the anti-depressants to be taken (and buy more saying that) and my vitamins .
I think just a lot of things are changing around me and I can not control them, also there has been some issues going on which I am not going to talk about but I am pretty much fed up and hurt by it all. Plus gotta throw in the constant issue of having no money ever and I don't think we will have proper money until I get a job since the husband went down such a serious pay drop I am surprised we are still getting through this.
I am feeling a bit lost as well, I feel really disconnected without having to be doing all that work for uni, seeing my friends at uni everyday and the feeling of working towards something. At the moment I am doing nothing other then trying my hardest to make some money, I can't go anywhere because I have no money so I am stuck inside my house going a little crazy TBH.
I guess as you grow everything chnages, friends come in and out of your life, brothers and sisters grow up (sniff! I dont' want my brother to go to uni in Spet, I am going to miss him sooooo much!).
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Aw, I'm sorry that you are feeling a bit disconnected and down. I hope that you feel better soon. <3
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Thanks hun
ReplyDeleteYou will get through it,I know how yourfeeling. Maybe we can meet up at the weekend and do something (FREE!)just go sit on the beach and have a catch up or something?xxxx
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Yeah that sounds good to me hun, can do Sunday or something :)
ReplyDeleteI know how you feel. I constantly feel like everything is going out of control around me and I feel like I cant stop any of it. *hug*
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