The one with New York baby!

Another picture post because I am basicly too lazy to write anything, these are my pictures from New York when I went in December!! NEARLY XMAS!!!















That is New York =)

Off I dash, I have college work to do before tomorrow and to finish my prestation plsu me and the college lot are off down the pub aftercol on Friday hurrah!!

The one with the bday

Happy 21st to my lovely ladies Jen & Rhi.

These are pictures from Rhi's 21st meal! It was lovely =)

Melly, Emma & Jen oh plus Melly's baby bump Thea


The lovely Caroline & Amy


Emma & The Birthday Girl Rhi =)

Melly & Jen


Emma & Rhi again


Me the day after, I totally forgot my clothes for the next day so me and Rhi drove home in our PJs

Well with 4 assignments on and due in next week and New York next Sunday, I'm off to work....

The one with don't think I can't

Sorted out some of my computer books, the rest won't fit on the self =( and loads of books in the locker...

I am in such a good mood and even more so with the fact I have got my systems analysis and design book today, hurrah! I can finish one of my assignments!! Yay!!

Oh fuck, I haven't done my homework..... seriously fuck....

I'm gone... homework time

The one with the rant

I think this becoming 21 has made me bitter plus the fact I am still recovering from a week of bloody throat infection which was on my half-term and my week off from work, talk about fucking typical!

I just don’t' want to do anything, and I mean anything, people keep dragging me out and I know I should be all yay! But instead I'm like ahhhh!! THE ASSIGNMENTS!!! THEY WILL TAKE OVER!!! Ah!!!! Because I was ill I haven't done any work on my assignments which means I am now behind in what I was suppose to be doing, the amount of post-it notes all over my computer screen and computer desk, walls and now they are moving over to the fucking mirror with things that need to be done!!1

AH AH AH!!

And pay day is not till next week and I am so very poor, and I mean poor like in I don't know if I can afford he bus fare (which I will now have to use 20p's to pay for the bus) to and from college! And also the added drama of getting to and from work as I have been away for two weeks, I'm all like, I really can not be arsed to go back at all... simple as that...

I just don't want to do anything, but I have to go out tonight after work to a leaving party and tomorrow I have to go to Tan's Halloween party and I am suppose to be a fairy I have the wings and the wand but I will probably turn up in jeans.

I don’t' know where this bad mood came from but still. I'm so worried about spending money at the moment and all the money I got for my birthday went on the credit card and the loan came out today and I really can't afford to go out drinking plus I have lost all interest in it and I just want to get my marks...

AHHHH STRESSED!!!

Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck...

Now I have to find something to wear tonight as there is no way of getting out of it.... mmmm

Thrilling...

Don't get me wrong, I do adore my friends to pieces especially my gurlies...

The one with the throat infection

Oooh I hate being ill with such a passion, this year I keep coming down with bugs if it's not the flu, it's throat infections, or it's period pains, or hayfever, I give up this year try again to be healthy next year. But saying all this I have only managed to miss 3 days off work (in the past 9 months) and 3 days from college so I am quite pleased.

This will be my 4th day off from work, I've already called and explained, giving them a whole two days to find someone to cover me but it will be alright if they don't as they have enough staff but as I have Amoxicillin antibiotics so this will clear it up wickedly as I've had them before. Plus I managed to get a new pill which will help the period and it's pain, so I am happy with my visit to the doctors this afternoon.

Even though I haven't been able to swallow, I still haven't lost my love obsession with food so who knows, I'm still managing to eat at least once a day. I'm re-thinking joining youth council as I am already student rep and I would so love to do karate twice a week and I think I will put too much on my plate otherwise.

So far the last two days I have even been sleeping or trying to add images to the sites while I have a chance, I can't seem to keep my mind on one thing so I am distracted and can't get my assignments done, but I did manage to clean out Brian so I am happy about that, if I can get at least a start on each one of these assignments I will be happy.

I'm off to do some work now and print out some things to read in bed as I can't sit at the computer long enough...

The one with I have returned

I have returned from a busy couple of days in London, I am so tired, it was good fun though, Lis and I went up on the train to Kings Cross then Tube to Paddington then train to West Drayton talk about being busy! So we had doughnuts and had lunch in pret so it was all good, got to West Drayton had to wait an hour and a half for Em to get back from her tennis match.

Em's house mates are so sweet, and it was a good laugh but I have managed to catch a horrible flu bug so now I am ill which totally sucks, so god damn annoying.

Not to mention the amount of assignment work that needs to be done and website work.

I'm going to go to bed as I am feeling all nasty

The one with happy birthday to me!

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY TO ME!!

Can not believe I am 21, Christ, I feel so old =P

Just packing to go up to London for the rest of the week to see Em at her Uni plus going with Lis, it should be a laugh, first night Cherry Popping? I have a feeling Em has sold me and Lis into some underground sex slave gang =P

Am in a good mood this morning, got cards and texts from the gurls plus some kiddies from college, bless them.

Better dash, have to leave in an hour and still haven't gt dressed nor packed, it's going well.. oh and I passed on of my units am so proud =)

The one with the busy year, yawn!

Mm at this moment in time, I am so bored of blogging, I don't know how I had the time before, urgh!!

New daily week:

Monday - Col 9 till 5 / evenings should be gymnastics
Tuesday - Col 9 till 5 / 7 till 9 Karate
Wednesday - Col 3 - 5 / Work 7 - 11 (Should be working on my assignments in my spare time)
Thursday - Col 9 till 5pm / 7 till 9 Karate
Friday - Col 9 till 1 / Work 6 till 10pm / Then normally out afterwards
Saturday - Shopping/Tidying/Chores/ Out in the eve/Studying
Sunday - Studying/or normally hungover/ Work 3 till 10

And somewhere in their I have to fit in student rep meetings, Hastings Youth Council Meetings and going to the gym to do class like salsa (I've always wanted to do Salsa!),

It's going to be a busy year not to mention, London twice this month, my birthday, November mates bdays & might be Erotica, December xmas and my New York trip, Jan best mates baby's born, Feb Zurich trip with my brother, March/April/May assignments overload!! and Hopefully fingers crossed Camp America May till October! Then it's all back to college for my second year and applying to go to UNI!!!!

Now I need to sleep, yawn! I've been so ill recently, I missed college today and I am so annoyed but I was so sick I couldn't even get out of bed but am feeling so much better now, but did manage today to get some work done on my beautiful websites Romijn-Online and CharmedGallery my babies!!

Oh I wish I had more time, to see more friends and all that but my busy thing is all because of uni, I want to have good application for uni, so the more I do the better uni I will get into, I want to get into either Manchester or Swanese or even harder Ex.

I'm trying to figure out what to be for Halloween either an Angel or a Witch =P

Oh and also what to get for my friends 21st and 19th birthdays!

London in a week yay!! Uni boys :drool!:

The one with I'm back!

I am back, wow sorry for being away for long!

Also have a whole new computer with a lovely big hard drive (100GB, due hard drives!) and good RAM (512), I hope to get more Ram when I need it but now I am just getting all my files back on this computer =) I am so happy with it.

But I did have to use the last of my daddies monies though =(

College is going really well, am really enjoying it, work I am still at current petrol station's after taking ages to decide and I am trying to re-sort out my websites as I haven't be able to do anything for ageees!

Very short bloh but I have so much software to install that I'd better get going =)

The one with the choices

I don't know what to do...

My old manager at Petrol station 1 called me this morning and kind of offered me my old job back, now I am in such a pickle over it all, do I leave current petrol station and go back to Petrol station 1 a place where I worked a year and a half and I've now worked at current petrol station for over 7 months, I love the people at current petrol station's minus a few, Oh it's such a hard decision my muther, stepdad and dad said to go back to Petrol station 1.

There is only one big problem which is stopping me going to Petrol station 1 is I adore the people at current petrol station's so much, but at Petrol station 1 it's during the week, better pay, it's closer to home, I get to count the tills again, do all my old jobs, so fucking hard!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

Why can't someone else make the desision for me!!

The one with the super star

Am feeling so much better lately, college is going so well, my teacher today in my HCI class was really impressed that I can write html raw and create websites with just photo shop and notepad. Also he was like you should be teaching this class and he was also impressed with the fact I connected all my house up with wireless internet, told me not to give up creating websites. With all this, I don't know if I want to give up Simply-Charmed.net, I have Romijn-Online.net and CharmedGallery.net which are both my babies! I would really love more time to work on them both but Sc has been around for nearly 6 years now and it's sad to hand it over and I could use to work on with my course work at college.

I'm a little college lover at the mo, for once in my life, I am doing the correct course and I am learning so much about computer and the internet and website design, it's so interesting, so interesting in fact it makes my head hurt but that's a good sign means I am learning, and not repeating.

Work is cool at the mo, shame Em is leaving us but I stil have Lis and me and her are going to visit Em's uni in Oct so it's not all bad. Plus I'll be up there for my 21st birthday which rocks!! Managed to drop my Tues night shift, kept my Wed to work with Lis, Fri same as before and Sunday is now 3 till 10, So I can get home in time for an early night =)

Our poor backroom all very very wet... sniff!!
Last night it rained so god damn much!! We had 5 mini power cuts in the space of 30 minutes so I had to outside witha big yellow coat on in the downpoor!! Oh and the whole back flooded all very exciting!

So funny!! Jon at work has written in red "Named & Shamed, rest assured, I will be losing sleep over this!" So funny! I think it's unfair to name and shame staff when we do ask for petrol and people lie and drive off, NOT OUR FAULT!

I'm off now as I want to work on Romijn-Online and read my new book by Philippa Gregory it is really good!!

The one with the driving lesson

Mmm driving, I personally don't think I am getting any better, I am just finding it so hard lately, its the clutch and the gas getting the biting point when your in a queue of busy traffic and having loads of people behind me freaks me out! But everything else I can get my head around, I know how to change the gears easy peasy!! I worry since my driving teacher is quite old must been at least 60 that I will end up giving him a heart attack or something!!

Thank god my dad gave me that money because I think it's gonna take alot of lessons to get me passed!!

I'm gonna dash as Em is on my phone and I just burnt my tongue on my cuppa soup :oowwW!!:

P.s. Mmm I love cuppa soup....

The one with the better picture

I haven't really done much lately, its terrible, I have been working on my fansites because I am such a computer geek, I'm suppose to be typing my muther's transcript but it is soooo dull, I really can't be bothered, oh more interestingly I am opening yet another fan site for Rebecca Romijn who was the actress in x men and there is only one site for her and she is so pretty and amazing actress =)

I've brought the domain romijn-online.net and I'm waiting to hear back from fan-sites about hosting, not much else to report, got work tonight with Lis, Jon and new team leader, tomorrow I have my second driving lesson with this bloke at midday, then I've gotta find something to wear for Thursday night.

Next week am working 5 days as I have agreed to work Jon's shift on Monday as he is on hol, plus it's Heather's 10th birthday and Thomas gets his GCSE results, all very nervous. Em wants me to work Thursday night for her but I dunno if I feel up for it as I'm already working Mon, Tues, Wed, Fri and Sun.

Week after that I am working Bank Hol Mon (Ahh I was conned!) with the lovely Lis, I've got Tues off, working Wed, Sandy's 8th birthday on the Thurs and I have the interview with college (very very very nervous!!), fri working and sun off. Also this is the week my rent are away again. So gonna have to go out loads...

So am so busy for the next couple of weeks... lovely also my dad has found and got a house in Scotland now which is wicked! Becks wants to go up to scot on a road trip, got to find some time off, I am thinking the Oct half term maybe?

Better dash muther is home soon and I havent done the transcript.

The one with the punch up at work!

Interesting night at work, we had a crying drunk woman (her son just die, we didn't know this and told her we couldn't sell her drink and then she started crying) her other son then came in and tried to hit our manager saying he was out of order, then this kid then threw up all of the floor in front of the tills.

30 minutes later some more relatives of this woman's dead son came in, this guy was smoking outside (I told him to smoke over there), then all of a sudden this woman from the relatives went outside and hit him and his glasses broke and there was then a fight outside the store between this woman and man!!

Oh and some kid shoplifted!

All in all a crazy night!

Now who said working at a petrol station was boring...

The one with the all change (yet again!)

I'm here and yes my chair is still broken and I am very pissed off about this! I think I need super glue, I really shouldn't lean on my chair. Its a habit hard to break since I was in high school.

It's all change! Something BIG hopefully will happen in Sept, don't really want to go into it just in case it doesn't happen, then I will be so upset! Also I managed to get my loan so that means my credit cards are basically paid off, and my daddy gave me some money so I am going to get driving lessons with it and get my hair cut, hopefully passing my test by Xmas!!

Am in a good mood just been at the dentist, Christ I hate the dentist fucking nasty place! Ooooh also found a new thing called Pandora Internet Radio it is wicked, it finds tracks you might like =)

Okay I'm off now (yet again another short post), but my burgers will be done soon hurrah!

The one with my feet kill

Another shift is over and my feet are killing me slowly, I don't know what was wrong with me tonight, I can normally spend 7 hours on the tills standing without minding, maybe it is because it is so bloody hot here!

I'm so tired but I am awaiting my bill update on my mobile so I know much to keep aside for it this month even though I don't have to pay them till next month now (19 Aug) but it would be nice to know =)

I've just been sunbathing today as I brought a new bikini from New Look a bargain at £8 for both the white top and cherry bottoms. Also brought three new vest tops (have you seen the weather!), a new shirt dress thing with the most beautiful checkers and some new wedge shoes as they were beautiful and I wanted them =P

I was suppose to be going up to T wells tomorrow to see some job agency but I don't want to spend the money to go up there so I am skipping it also I need to talk to my job agency down here as they are on about a long term full time job placement till next march which would be super since now I do 20 hours at the petrol station! I need another part time to fit around.... urgh

Okay no bill is showing yet, I kind of guessed this but still!

The one with the easily distracted

Also I went down to my dads as he is moving to Scotland :big sniff!: with my sisters and stepmum, I'm going to miss them all so much, I spent my evening he dropped me home crying, it's just such a shock to the system, even though my dad hasn't lived with me since I was 11 (so about 10 years now), he's always been down the road (an hour by train) and now he's going to be an hour by bloody plane!

Rents (and by rents I mean my step dad and muther plus the brothers) are back early hours of Sunday so tomorrow at 2am and I haven't tidied the house at all (my muther is going to kill me!).

I've also managed to safe a spider from the bath, nearly fall over in the bath, locked myself out, set light the table and forgot to water the plants, Mmmm this is why I shouldn't be left on my own seriously people, I am not safe on my own, I nearly ate raw chicken, ew!

The one with the flu

I am so bloody sick!

Some stupid head cold, urgh!!!!!

And have to work for the next three days plus I'm going out on Friday, I do not need to be sick!

Bastards, flu!

The one with the Kim Possible DVDs

I did not win the Kim Possible dvds, am not impressed, they went all the way up to £45!!! Who on earth would spend that much!!! I was going to go up to £40 but then after I didn't win I thought it was a good thing since I really shouldn't spend that much on only one set of dvds.

So instead, I have drown myself (another rejection letter this morning, I could use them as wallpaper soon!), I have brought Kim Possible So The Drama and Stitch in Time dvds plus first series of Fraiser and Alias. Oh hum....

I have really given up on trying to find an office full-time job, all I get is rejection, I might as well admit it that I will be working full-time at petrol station, hum. Talking of petrol station, I start work at 2pm and I finish at 10pm, I got robbed! 8 Hours!! I might as well hang myself now!

The one with the pill popping

Urgh my routine for the morning is getting longer and longer.

First, it's shower and wash hair.

Then it's old make-up off and wash face.

Then it's hay fever eye drops, my flixonase spray, my hay fever tab and my st worts tabs, I feel like a pil popper but if anything gets rid of this horrible hay fever I'll do it!

Then not to mention, make-up, body cream, fake tan and hair. No wonder it takes me 45 minutes to get ready in the morning!

As I don't have to be in work till 3pm, I have time to catch up on the paper work and post which has been piling up on my desk for the last week and Simply-Charmed (sc) has gone on hiatus (so has the galleries) so I can go through all the coding and update/correct/delete in time for July as I want it re-opened also I have only a few months till the domain runs out and I can get Jess to transfer it over.

Work was good last night, me and the girls did the rumbling (bring stock forward on the the shelves) that was a laugh as we were gossiping the whole time, Em's excited about the Thurs out, Kitty Kat isn't that happy at the mo as she keeps having to work odd shifts away from me and the girls. But bad thing last night every hour and an half I had to keep putting hay fever drops in my eyes otherwise they were running like hell and itching!

Today I'm hiding inside as the hayfever is pissing me off so much that I can't get outside to sunbathe until tomorrow (I think I will have built up enough resistent against the evil that is hayfever, bastards!) but Brian is feeling hot tooo, even though he is a snail, it is getting to hot for him, I have to spray him with water loads to keep him cool.

Guilty Sin

Talking of guilty sin from yesterday, my new and growing one is watching those cool little music vids on youtube.com of manga/anime and so many movies, I am so happy and now I am also pissing my brother off by downloading them all to watch them (were on wireless).

La la la la...

That's about it, also I'm sun burnt! God damn the reading of the Harry Potter!!!

The one with the love from work

Work was wicked tonight, I can't believe how much I love the people I work with sometimes, I am so pleased that I got the job at Tescos, there is no bitchy-ness or back-stabbing.

Tonight it was myself, Lis, Katie and Lyn (female manager).  Me and Lis were messing around tidying the shelves while Katie (wonderful lady!!!) was on the tills joining in on the conv, we were discussing all the boys, and have now arranged a drinking session for the Tesco lot.  So me, Lis, Kitty Kat, Katie and hopefully new girl Em will be out on the 29th June :)  I can't wait to see them all drunk, I have seen Lis and Kitty Kat before and that had to be the funniest thing ever!

Anyway Katie gave me a lift home, and we were talking about going out and getting drunk, also how much we like the people we work with.  At the end of the day our job is crap (we are offically till monkeys and put out stock) and if it wasn't for the people, I bet half the people wouldn't be there, I can't imagine leaving even if I get a full-time job, I would keep my hours.

Working Friday with the boys and Sunday with Em, Lis, Kitty Kat and AA. I need to get hold of Em (I think she might be in for an hour overlapping on Fri) and ask if she wants to come out on the 29th June.

Okay so I get paid next Friday and my weeks ae already filling up, Sat 17th I'm out for Tam's birthday drink which should be wickedly cool as I haven't been out drinking with Tam or Sarah since I was 18 :) They taught me all I know about drinking and clubbing.

Dunno if I'm going out on the 22nd/24th probably yes as Tan will drag me out as she gets paid, 29th Thurs Tesco girls and fella are out and from the 7th July my rents are away.

Christ I am always so busy.

I bloody love it!!!

I'm off to watch some more of 24 also seen that my muther has brought the 3rd series (ha ha, I am incharge of our ebay account!) and to read Pryo/Kitty fanfiction (my new guilty sin!)

The one from overheard NY stylee

Chick to friends: He was like, "Say you love me. Say my name. Say, 'I love you John*!' And I was like, "Can we just concentrate on the task at hand, here?"

--Lafayette & Bond

Overheard by: jayloo

She's Only Got 2800 Night Minutes Left This Month

Drunk girl: I want to call my boyfriend so I can have sex.
Random drunk guy: Well, save yourself a call and have sex with me.
Drunk girl: That makes sense.......ok!

--10th St & 3rd Ave

So bloody funny!

The one with the wonderful

I'm trying to get full-time hours at work but have to talk to my boss again on Thursday because that's when he back in work.

Oh and more importantly.....

I PASSED THE MYSTERY SHOPPER???!?!?!?

I am so pleased! It is the first time ever that I have ever had a msytery shopper and even better past :) Meaning I got a bonus for the whole of my store, talk about wickedly wonderful!

Just finsihed another 6 hour shift and my feet are killing, but I am at this moment in time, loving my job. So I don't mind and the people are wonderful, fingers crossed I get these extra hours even to get up to 30 hours a week would be wonderful :)

The one with the x-men movie

I neeeeeeed to see this movie asap, I have planned to see it with my brothers and mates next Saturday! Roll on Saturday...

Such an xmen geek :P

The one with the friends only

Due to the outside world getting a real keen interest in my online life, I have decided to make my LJ friends only, if you would like to be added, leave a comment ;)

The one with the about girl

QUICK STATS:
ALIAS: Damita or Kittie
MEANING: Baby Princess
DOB: 18 October, 1985
LOCATION: Southern England, UK
OCCUPATION: Petrol Station
EYE COLOUR: Green/Brown
HAIR: Dark Brunette
TATTOO: Rose
FOOD: Pizza with Sweetcorn
DRINK: Coca-Cola
SHOW: Buffy & Angel

BRIEF-NESS OF ME:
I am completely mad, bouncy, up for everything, loving life, stubborn, sarcastic and funny. My family and friends are the most important things in my life, I have two sisters & two brothers, am the eldest, my youngest sibling is seven years old. I live with my muther, my step dad, my brothers and my snail down in the south of England.

I am a shopaholic. I have an impressive DVD collection, I love my DVD’s so much, especially my Buffy. I love History programs and books especially archaeology related ones. My favourite activities are reading (I own so many books, reading six books a week), web design, going out, watching DVD’s and the telly. I really want to visit more historic building and museums as I really enjoy learning new things. I am at the moment working part-time in a petrol station and am going back into full-time college to study computers.

The one with the room change

I have finished my bedroom, thank god, with the wonderful help from Best Mate, we have done it, it is now nice and white and all grown up ;)

I'm off out tonight for Best Mate's leaving drinks, wish I had more time to arrange it as then I could of got out everyone! But then again when do I need an excuse to go out, so it's going to be Me, Best Mate, H, K and J (hopefully T), I need to text more people. And I've only got about an hour to get ready and instead of getting dress I am messing around on match.com and datingdirect.com answering my emails, I gave in and joined up to match.com, it could be worth it, you never know.

I've met some really interesting people on there, ha ha, but a few possibilities, one of them is a guy I am really keen on... mmm, have to wait and see.

I've gotta dash otherwise I'm going to be going out naked!

The one with the paint fumes

I am seriously getting high from the paint fumes in my brothers room and now am feeling quite sick! It looks good though it is finished hurrah!!

I am gonna start on my bedroom next week and get Mel to help me as she isn't doing much :) I thinking cream and gold... drool!!!

Am still trying to get back on Lavish.nu as I changed my email address and now it won't let me log in (grr!!), and now Jenn (the owner of Lavish) site is down so I cant' nag her, oh hum :(

I'm not around till Wednesday (I think) as I'm off to my daddys for a couple of days to see my sisters as I miss them :)

The one with the server move

'Due to server problems with cyberpixels, don''t say I told you so! I''ve been with them for like 3years and I have had so many problems with them. I am moving my server to Jess who is wonderful and alot cheaper and the service is amazing. I did email all my hostees but if you did not get an email from me please email me at carmel.leaning@gmail.com as my own email will be down as my renewal is coming up on the 24th Jan.

I am seriously downsizing as I don''t use my space, so everyone of my hostees who have recieved an email canyou please back up! I won''t be doing it for you as I am working and am too busy!! So hopefully due to see you all on the 24 Jan in my new home :) Oh and I got the job at the post office I start on the 13th Feb also I have an interview to do some bar work in the evenings (as I really need the money) today and surpise surpise it is raining... urgh!!',

The one with the job interview

I''ve got a job interview in less than two hours, I am so god damn nervous, always am on this interviews.

Fingers cross. OH MY GOD! Was the launch brit party amazing all what! We were so close to everyone, like two steps away and they were amazing live!!
In the end it was a big group of us who went up, Me, Rhi, Helen, Nat, Mel and Katie. We had to stand in the rain for two hours, singing songs and generally messing around "Rob, Rob, how he must have a big knob" and something about writing it on a tampon and throwing it into the building.. ha ha!

This is why me and Mel weren't allowed to sit next to each other in school we just bounce off each other, something about a post too (I wont'' explain that one).

Also we were live on ITV2, which my dad tells me he has recorded it which is ace! I am going around there tomorrow so I will watch it as on the last take of TK Tunstall (who was a great laugh! And her band member with the t shirt was very yummy!), me and mel were dancing around at the front while Rhi was trying to flirt with the sound man (he was yummy too), so me and mel were grinning into the camera and dancing around also Nat and me were dancing and she hugged while the camera was filming so hopefully that will be on it. Sara Cox was there!!! I totally adore Sara Cox, she is amazing, she was hosting it. Here''s some images of their website, we are at the front of each pic, we were not allowed to take in our bags or phones so I couldn''t take any pictures, very annoying!

It was amazing, anyway I''ve gotta dash for this job interview, wish me luck!

The one with the results

The interview was er interesting, I don''t know how else to explain it, they were 45 minutes late! I sat in the staff room staring out the window and picking my nails, sat in the interview room with the man who was interviewing me and a woman who was writing down everything I said, which is very unnearving.

Also it is only 20 hours, which they said on the ad it was full-time, 20 hours is not full time, 37 hours is! So I dunno what is gonna go on with that but also it is work, I need the work and even if it is temp work at different places it is stil money!! Also Sammons called me about a HR role for 3 months at Hastings Direct (people who have known me along time, know that I worked for them for 9 months and it all went a bit nasty but that was twoyears ago and I am more grown up now!), so anyway tehy said they would call me in the next couple of days.

So who knows what will happen.

I''m off to Brighton until the weekend to see my dad and sisters.

The one with the BRIT Award

The ladies and me are off to the BRIT Award 2006 Launch Party tomorrow night; we got the tickets through Rhi''s younger sister who works for a company up in London. People who are performing that night are KT Tunstall, The Magic Numbers, Kaiser Chiefs and some others which I can''t think of the top of my head so I''m off planning, I think were taking my car and I''m just trying to find a road map it look pretty easy as Rhi will be driving (bless her!).

I cannot wait to see KT Tunstall she is just the best! Hung out around Rhi''s Saturday with Katie then went to Tanya''s flat warming which was very good, she got very drunk, I was happy-go-lucky tipsy, managed to have a debate over being dyslexia with Chris and Gemma, so funny :) Side note Gemma is wonderful! Got home for like 11pm as I was knacked from being up all night chasing that goddamn mouse about the house (gross, gross, gross!!).

Sunday I was around Rhi''s again and that sums up my weekend. Got my job interview Wednesday, am so nervous about it (big hugs to all the people who are wishing me luck), Thursday night I was suppose to be going out but they are working now :( so I''m going to go to my dads for the night as I haven''t seen him since Christmas and Saturday night, I''m out having a heavy drinking session with my ladies. See if I did work now, how I would fit this in normally would beyond me, ha ha! I''ve spent the day trying to tidy bits and piece of sc.net as I have been creating the new layout and I am waiting for Rhi to get back to me if she likes it or not.

Also my boobs have got bigger and now I have to buy new bras, so I have to go into town tomorrow as I only have one in this size, bugger!!

MuggleCast keeps downloading itself onto my Ipod, I must have like 5 ones of it and I can''t seem to get it off, LOL! Thank you all for loving my layout, I love you too

The one with the block

Am going to break something, god damn this layout block....

I'm fed up

I'm off to sulk.

The one with the index.php

Like oh my god I created a new layout and I am totally in love with it ha ha! Alyssa Milano, rocks baby!

I spent the whole day cleaning today, also there was a mouse in the house, I was screaming like such a girl last night, I couldn''t sleep until like 2am because I was worried it was gonna come in my room. But when I clean today and hovered there were mouse bits and pieces in my brother room and my muthers so it wasn''t mine, ha ha!

Nothing isn''t a mess in my room at the mo so that should help. I''m around Rhi''s tomorrow with the lovely Katie and then I''m off to Tany''s house warming party :) Which should be very groovy.

Oh and after two hours of trying to fix my blog (I went and deteled the index file by mistake I must add!). But I have it working again after messing around with installing wordpress and re installing b2 and it is here :)

I got a job interview next Wednesday to work at a Post Office, I need this job, so fingers crossed.. So I am off to play around my photo layout and update sc.net, oooh and watch the new Big Brother as it is so far very gorg :P

[edit] Tom (my younger brother, 15) just comes into the bathroom while I was washing my hands and saying to me "Do you come here often?", mental! [/edit]

The one with KFC

'I can not believe it! I manage to get food poisoning from KFC of all places, so I have been throwing up like anything over the last two days. Nasty!!

That''s all I need is to get over my cold then onto some nice yummy food poisoning, I just can''t win but luckily I am feeling a whole lot better this morning so I am off to be house maid and tidying this dump of a house!

Bleh, Blah to throwing up...

The one with the everything changes

Its all changing, everyone is changing, my dad, stepmum and two sisters are moving up to Scotland in a couple of months, I was around there for the last couple of days helping pack up boxes and it made me realise that it is happening, he is moving away and I will only see him and my sisters once a year...

And today Mel called me tell me she is moving to Spain with her parnter Ross (one of my best guy mates), and she is my best friend (and has been for 7 years and will be for probably and hopefully for the rest of our lives) and it is upsetting, I am gonna miss her so much! But I still get to visit her and me and Rhi are going to spend our hoilday in the summer with Mel and Ross. Which will be really nice, Rhi was upset too and shocked as she just found out.

I'm watching a show on breastfeeding program and some women are breastfeeding to eight, a little old I think but if the mother wants to do it why should we complain or say anything, I would breastfeed until the child was one or two. I told my muther I am feeling so behind, I am here in my room and work part-time, nothing has happened I haven't been a serious reletionship and all I want to be is a mother and wife. I just want an enjoyable job in a shop or post office, get married and have children Simple dream really...

Me and Mel are painting my room tomorrow as we are changing it from organge to cream. I am looking forward to it, I'm out Sat with Mel (again) to have goodbye drinks in Hastings and then on Sunday I am going to the movies with Rhi and the other girls think we are going to see Rumour Has It....

I'm off to finsih taking the organge things down.

The one with the happy new year

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Happy Bloody New Year?!?!?!?I love you all and I hope you have a great new year! HAPPY 12TH BIRTHDAY TO MY BEAUTIFUL COUSIN ALICE!Last night was soooo ace, I don''t know why I was so worried about it, we group around Tanya''s with her new flatmate Shana and Chris, drunk quite a bit of vodka then off into town where I met up with James and few other people, one of them is ace enough for coming out and I adore that person for coming out ;) (For reason beyond our control but that person knows who and they are bloody ace!).

We went to Weatherspoons then Moda (Every place having like three double vodkas and cola, my liver is going to give up but at least I''ll be having a good laugh :P), then decided to have some chips at 10pm with Tanya and Shana so we disappeared, reappeared after trying to chat up the guy in the shop ha ha!

My friend was left by herself so I went to get her then we went to Yates with a girl who I have known for a year but can''t for the life of me remember her name, so bad. Somebody thought it was Rachel! Ha ha! Then we had the bells there then we sat on a chairs outside as I was feeling so bloody rough met up with 15/16year old boys who tired their hardest to chat us up it was so god damn funny!

They were like how are you and they hadn''t even done their GCSE''s ha ha! He tried to put his arm around my mate and she was like what are you doing and he goes just leaning on the bench ha ha! Silly boys, same age as my brother!

Ran into some guys we know one my ex and his mate so we hung out with them, as I wanted to have serious words that were hard since I was so drunk. It started raining while waiting for the cab got so wet, all my clothes were soaking... never been so bloody cold, no that isn''t true. Hastings Direct Xmas party two years ago in Bexhill...Urgh!!!

Anyway I''m home and I''m going to have to do the call around since my mob is out of cred to see if anyone got home alright last night and is safe :)

Plus I have to help get ready for my Cousins bday party.