Its all changing, everyone is changing, my dad, stepmum and two sisters are moving up to Scotland in a couple of months, I was around there for the last couple of days helping pack up boxes and it made me realise that it is happening, he is moving away and I will only see him and my sisters once a year...
And today Mel called me tell me she is moving to Spain with her parnter Ross (one of my best guy mates), and she is my best friend (and has been for 7 years and will be for probably and hopefully for the rest of our lives) and it is upsetting, I am gonna miss her so much! But I still get to visit her and me and Rhi are going to spend our hoilday in the summer with Mel and Ross. Which will be really nice, Rhi was upset too and shocked as she just found out.
I'm watching a show on breastfeeding program and some women are breastfeeding to eight, a little old I think but if the mother wants to do it why should we complain or say anything, I would breastfeed until the child was one or two. I told my muther I am feeling so behind, I am here in my room and work part-time, nothing has happened I haven't been a serious reletionship and all I want to be is a mother and wife. I just want an enjoyable job in a shop or post office, get married and have children
Simple dream really...Me and Mel are painting my room tomorrow as we are changing it from organge to cream. I am looking forward to it, I'm out Sat with Mel (again) to have goodbye drinks in Hastings and then on Sunday I am going to the movies with Rhi and the other girls think we are going to see Rumour Has It....
I'm off to finsih taking the organge things down.
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