The one with the rant

I think this becoming 21 has made me bitter plus the fact I am still recovering from a week of bloody throat infection which was on my half-term and my week off from work, talk about fucking typical!

I just don’t' want to do anything, and I mean anything, people keep dragging me out and I know I should be all yay! But instead I'm like ahhhh!! THE ASSIGNMENTS!!! THEY WILL TAKE OVER!!! Ah!!!! Because I was ill I haven't done any work on my assignments which means I am now behind in what I was suppose to be doing, the amount of post-it notes all over my computer screen and computer desk, walls and now they are moving over to the fucking mirror with things that need to be done!!1

AH AH AH!!

And pay day is not till next week and I am so very poor, and I mean poor like in I don't know if I can afford he bus fare (which I will now have to use 20p's to pay for the bus) to and from college! And also the added drama of getting to and from work as I have been away for two weeks, I'm all like, I really can not be arsed to go back at all... simple as that...

I just don't want to do anything, but I have to go out tonight after work to a leaving party and tomorrow I have to go to Tan's Halloween party and I am suppose to be a fairy I have the wings and the wand but I will probably turn up in jeans.

I don’t' know where this bad mood came from but still. I'm so worried about spending money at the moment and all the money I got for my birthday went on the credit card and the loan came out today and I really can't afford to go out drinking plus I have lost all interest in it and I just want to get my marks...

AHHHH STRESSED!!!

Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck...

Now I have to find something to wear tonight as there is no way of getting out of it.... mmmm

Thrilling...

Don't get me wrong, I do adore my friends to pieces especially my gurlies...