Friday 22 October 04

That’s it I : x : computers, you would not believe I have just typed a page and a half for my blog but then my computer goes and eats it so bloody annoying, nearly as annoying as this girl in my class who keeps on whining about how fat she is or how ugly she is, I really feel like grabbing her by her top and screaming at her to shut up, she really does my head in! Bloody whining kiddies.

That reminds me I was on the bus this morning with younger brother as we were on the way to town after having to wait over two hours for the lazy good for nothing postman to get to us, he didn’t knock yet again so younger brother and I were late for the bus, damn them!

So went down town got everything I needed, plus attacked but this guy with leaflets trying to get me to support the children or some random cause. He was like hi young mum; I’m like you talking to me? He was like is he yours? Younger brother decides it is a great game to call me his mummy just to annoy me well at least I look like I fit in with the rest of my area only useful past time is to breed. So Younger brother hears this and starts saying I’m his mummy, I’m not going to correct him and this guy was like could you spare some time,  I’m like no please bugger off or I will be forced to shove this leaflet up your arse! Sorry I’m still ranting it’s been one of those days.

Got everything in town plus the boots re heeled for my mother, and Younger brother’s Duel Master starter kit, which has, keep him quiet for over an hour, I’m impressed.

Saturday night is going to plan, everyone is coming, I’m hoping to get R to come to Yates at 7.30pm to keep me company as I have D and Best mate's then everyone else turns up at 8pm but I want to save a table haha! Freya, H and K are coming back from their trip to Uganda for three months, but in like January they are going to  Malaysia for six months and by the time they get back I will be in Ohio for two and half months, the whole independent holiday kick.

I am leaving for Ohio on the 23rd of June 2005; I am really looking forward to it, plus if I have the money I will be going to see Freya, H and K for a week when they are in Malaysia which will be really nice if I don’t I wont see them for over eight months!

I want to go travelling more, I’m single and free only college and work to tie me down I should travel more by myself, be independent before I go to uni in two years time.

I still have only down the layout for my new ‘All Grown Up’  fan site, plus I am trying my hardest to get this site up to date, I still have to correct the coding on many pages and the language then I can concentrate more on my fan site but my life is getting so busy I do not know when this happened not that I’m complaining I like it.

Got to dash children to feed and have to drink more Lucozade (Normally my hand over cure) before I throw up

Tired

Apart from being tired and starting my PMS moody-ness of the month, I am so over whelmed by college work

But I am now :drum rolls: a trouble checker for fanlistings.org I now do Episodes, which is groovy : ) I’m so happy about that as I joined up like ages ago, so I’m waiting for my rules, I’ll just have to do it on Wednesday which is fine.

College is busy and mad! The girls there are lovely and the legal work is really interesting, I'm enjoying being a student, no worries, Doing the night class in psychology is hard work but I’ll get an A Level at the end of it then be a teacher so its all good.

Booked my flight to Ohio, and me and Ellie are going on a road trip with her friends to Canada really am looking forward to it

This is my time table:

Monday - 9am - 5pm legal sec then 6.30pm - 9.15pm psychology
Tuesday - 9am - 4.30pm legal sec
Wednesday - off (Checking emails, sleeping, websites, boards, troubles checking, catch up and sims2)
Thursday - 9am - 5pm legal sec (Out most Thurs nights)
Friday - Off (Checking emails, sleeping, websites, boards, troubles checking, catch up and sims2)
Saturday - working 6.15pm - 11.15pm
Sunday working 10am - 3pm

and repeat! Gotta dash, I want to play on sims2 and post on PMB

:bounces around: I’m so happy, I have pre-ordered sims2 with MVC (my local shop) and all I have to do is come and get it on Friday, I’ll be there with my own little camp-fire, camping trying to get the passer by’s to sing

I ordered sims 2 like before xmas like 2003, I’ve been waiting NINE MONTHS, as long as baby haha! And in two days time I will have my sims 2!! My mum says I can run it on this comp since my laptop is too slow for sims2, Everyone is the sims2 forum on sims.com are bouncing around, it is soo exciting. I’m such a geek!

Anywho mine and J sort off relationship : h e a r t b e a t : is going well, I miss him so much though, I’ve been texting him everyday since he went to Uni, but he's coming back in October to see moi : ) College is going really well just gotta learn how to speed touch type and I’m nearly there as my screen is off now and I’m not looking at my keyboard so that’s gotta be a good thing huh?

Haven’t heard from best mate in days a little worrying, but I guess she is fine, she is waiting for sims 2 as well, ooooh my dads book is coming out soon, I can not believe my dad has a  of his painting I’m so proud of him, me and best mate are going to the adult show in London in November to help my dad out on his stand, it is soooo much fun, I went last year and really enjoyed it

Also I’m out Thursday night with G he's going to uni soon I’m going to miss him soooo much! Drinking is always a good thing huh?

Nearly my birthday : b d a y : , but it’s stepdad's : b d a y : first, brought him simpsons, its from me and the brothers. also mum got him the long firm and some cd plus his tickets to see maroon 5!!! I’m sooo jealous! Me and mum have kept the tickets a secret for like 3months now, but I’m alright I’m going to see Billy Connelly LIVE with my daddy on the 6th of Oct.

I’ve ordered for myself, Buffy the musical CD and touch typing CD to help me get the hang of it by next week for the real start of col, Plus getting my re-growth on my hair done this Saturday (It’s needs doing!) plus having to buy my books, I think I’m going to be poor for the month of Oct but I get money for my bday which is for my tickets to OHIO! Put it all on the Credit card as that credit card needs to be at 1,000 limit before I go to Ohio in June 2005 as I’m gonna have to live off it, only £900 left to pay into it haha!

Big kisses to you all, gotta dash, need to work on my touch typing and simply-charmed.net

McDonalds

Feeling better today, have just eaten 4 eggs on toast probably not the best diet but hey! I didn't eat last night so eating once a day about midday is my new thing to lose weight : b e a d y : lets hope it works.

Crap afternoon yesterday I am going around and back and forth into depression like a yo-yo lately, having no job sucks to high heaven, no job = no money = no social life = depressed = 1,000 debt = no BLOODY job...

Yes it is pissing me right off, I even filled in a form for McDonalds!!! MCDONALDS!!! Oh hum a job is a job I guess also filled in a form for HD, so at the moment my high light of my day is doing chocolate-frog.com it is my project and the only thing keeping me sane, and if I have to hear the words, oh why haven't you done this and nag, nag, nag, nag by reply is FUCK OFF!

Failure

Home life is horrible and I can't bare it any longer but I would move out but I've lost my job and now in a grand of debt. I can't go out because of the money side so I am now anti-social again. I just feel so hopeless and such a bloody failure.... again....

Pain

Ow my arm, I was trying to get the ball out of the tree for my younger brother, on top of the mental table in which it moved and I fell head first into the tree and the whole thing landed on top me! God did it hurt, now my arms are all cut and it hurts like hell, so I can not use my arm (no typing)...

Blonde

I am semi blonde, I think it suits me a lot better than before. I have joined deviantart which is wonderful since I can show of all the images, I never did before : D

http://damitakisses.deviantart.com/

Visit me : ) I will put a picture of my hair up later on but there is one on that website anyway : )

Went out Friday night bowling got completely wasted, went to a house party afterwards, then stayed over at best mate's all in in all it was a good evening wish I could of stayed at the house party later but oh hum.