McDonalds

Feeling better today, have just eaten 4 eggs on toast probably not the best diet but hey! I didn't eat last night so eating once a day about midday is my new thing to lose weight : b e a d y : lets hope it works.

Crap afternoon yesterday I am going around and back and forth into depression like a yo-yo lately, having no job sucks to high heaven, no job = no money = no social life = depressed = 1,000 debt = no BLOODY job...

Yes it is pissing me right off, I even filled in a form for McDonalds!!! MCDONALDS!!! Oh hum a job is a job I guess also filled in a form for HD, so at the moment my high light of my day is doing chocolate-frog.com it is my project and the only thing keeping me sane, and if I have to hear the words, oh why haven't you done this and nag, nag, nag, nag by reply is FUCK OFF!

Failure

Home life is horrible and I can't bare it any longer but I would move out but I've lost my job and now in a grand of debt. I can't go out because of the money side so I am now anti-social again. I just feel so hopeless and such a bloody failure.... again....

Pain

Ow my arm, I was trying to get the ball out of the tree for my younger brother, on top of the mental table in which it moved and I fell head first into the tree and the whole thing landed on top me! God did it hurt, now my arms are all cut and it hurts like hell, so I can not use my arm (no typing)...

Blonde

I am semi blonde, I think it suits me a lot better than before. I have joined deviantart which is wonderful since I can show of all the images, I never did before : D

http://damitakisses.deviantart.com/

Visit me : ) I will put a picture of my hair up later on but there is one on that website anyway : )

Went out Friday night bowling got completely wasted, went to a house party afterwards, then stayed over at best mate's all in in all it was a good evening wish I could of stayed at the house party later but oh hum.

Emails

I keep getting porn, no idea why? or how they have my email address? the normal ones of 'want your penis to be three inches more?' which confuses me since I didn't have a penis to beginning with and nor do I want one now.

Unless you were a man and had like a two incines? but then I doubt that would be counted as one? But it is true the normal woman can only fit five inchines so what's the point of having a ten iches? you would lose half of it plus their would be a gap behind you and your lover? HAHAHA!!

Going Blonde

Is it more fun to be a blonde? I am putting this to a test : ) I am going blonde this Saturday going to cost me a small fortune but I think it will be worth it.

I'm off out tonight with the girls bowling, If it is a repeat on the last time then I expect that we will doing it pissed again, haha!

I went to the worst interview ever yesterday, this woman just couldn't stop slagging off my recruitment agency, and she was scary looking, so surprise surprise I didn't take the temp job.

Weekend?

I am suppose to go to my dads this weekend till Monday, But T invited me out on Saturday and I said I would go. So I am in a pickle now to go to my dads for one night and then come back Saturday afternoon, go out with T and the others at 7pm? and go back to my dads Sunday? Or just stay here?

I think I'll do that as I haven't seen my dad for ages, Ahhhh better get dressed, I'll decided about T going out Saturday : )