I think this becoming 21 has made me bitter plus the fact I am still recovering from a week of bloody throat infection which was on my half-term and my week off from work, talk about fucking typical!
I just don’t' want to do anything, and I mean anything, people keep dragging me out and I know I should be all yay! But instead I'm like ahhhh!! THE ASSIGNMENTS!!! THEY WILL TAKE OVER!!! Ah!!!! Because I was ill I haven't done any work on my assignments which means I am now behind in what I was suppose to be doing, the amount of post-it notes all over my computer screen and computer desk, walls and now they are moving over to the fucking mirror with things that need to be done!!1
AH AH AH!!
And pay day is not till next week and I am so very poor, and I mean poor like in I don't know if I can afford he bus fare (which I will now have to use 20p's to pay for the bus) to and from college! And also the added drama of getting to and from work as I have been away for two weeks, I'm all like, I really can not be arsed to go back at all... simple as that...
I just don't want to do anything, but I have to go out tonight after work to a leaving party and tomorrow I have to go to Tan's Halloween party and I am suppose to be a fairy I have the wings and the wand but I will probably turn up in jeans.
I don’t' know where this bad mood came from but still. I'm so worried about spending money at the moment and all the money I got for my birthday went on the credit card and the loan came out today and I really can't afford to go out drinking plus I have lost all interest in it and I just want to get my marks...
AHHHH STRESSED!!!
Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck...
Now I have to find something to wear tonight as there is no way of getting out of it.... mmmm
Thrilling...
Don't get me wrong, I do adore my friends to pieces especially my gurlies...
Friday, 27 October 2006
Tuesday, 24 October 2006
The one with the throat infection
Oooh I hate being ill with such a passion, this year I keep coming down with bugs if it's not the flu, it's throat infections, or it's period pains, or hayfever, I give up this year try again to be healthy next year. But saying all this I have only managed to miss 3 days off work (in the past 9 months) and 3 days from college so I am quite pleased.
This will be my 4th day off from work, I've already called and explained, giving them a whole two days to find someone to cover me but it will be alright if they don't as they have enough staff but as I have Amoxicillin antibiotics so this will clear it up wickedly as I've had them before. Plus I managed to get a new pill which will help the period and it's pain, so I am happy with my visit to the doctors this afternoon.
Even though I haven't been able to swallow, I still haven't lost my love obsession with food so who knows, I'm still managing to eat at least once a day. I'm re-thinking joining youth council as I am already student rep and I would so love to do karate twice a week and I think I will put too much on my plate otherwise.
So far the last two days I have even been sleeping or trying to add images to the sites while I have a chance, I can't seem to keep my mind on one thing so I am distracted and can't get my assignments done, but I did manage to clean out Brian so I am happy about that, if I can get at least a start on each one of these assignments I will be happy.
I'm off to do some work now and print out some things to read in bed as I can't sit at the computer long enough...
This will be my 4th day off from work, I've already called and explained, giving them a whole two days to find someone to cover me but it will be alright if they don't as they have enough staff but as I have Amoxicillin antibiotics so this will clear it up wickedly as I've had them before. Plus I managed to get a new pill which will help the period and it's pain, so I am happy with my visit to the doctors this afternoon.
Even though I haven't been able to swallow, I still haven't lost my love obsession with food so who knows, I'm still managing to eat at least once a day. I'm re-thinking joining youth council as I am already student rep and I would so love to do karate twice a week and I think I will put too much on my plate otherwise.
So far the last two days I have even been sleeping or trying to add images to the sites while I have a chance, I can't seem to keep my mind on one thing so I am distracted and can't get my assignments done, but I did manage to clean out Brian so I am happy about that, if I can get at least a start on each one of these assignments I will be happy.
I'm off to do some work now and print out some things to read in bed as I can't sit at the computer long enough...
Saturday, 21 October 2006
The one with I have returned
I have returned from a busy couple of days in London, I am so tired, it was good fun though, Lis and I went up on the train to Kings Cross then Tube to Paddington then train to West Drayton talk about being busy! So we had doughnuts and had lunch in pret so it was all good, got to West Drayton had to wait an hour and a half for Em to get back from her tennis match.
Em's house mates are so sweet, and it was a good laugh but I have managed to catch a horrible flu bug so now I am ill which totally sucks, so god damn annoying.
Not to mention the amount of assignment work that needs to be done and website work.
I'm going to go to bed as I am feeling all nasty
Em's house mates are so sweet, and it was a good laugh but I have managed to catch a horrible flu bug so now I am ill which totally sucks, so god damn annoying.
Not to mention the amount of assignment work that needs to be done and website work.
I'm going to go to bed as I am feeling all nasty
Wednesday, 18 October 2006
The one with happy birthday to me!
HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY TO ME!!
Can not believe I am 21, Christ, I feel so old =P
Just packing to go up to London for the rest of the week to see Em at her Uni plus going with Lis, it should be a laugh, first night Cherry Popping? I have a feeling Em has sold me and Lis into some underground sex slave gang =P
Am in a good mood this morning, got cards and texts from the gurls plus some kiddies from college, bless them.
Better dash, have to leave in an hour and still haven't gt dressed nor packed, it's going well.. oh and I passed on of my units am so proud =)
Can not believe I am 21, Christ, I feel so old =P
Just packing to go up to London for the rest of the week to see Em at her Uni plus going with Lis, it should be a laugh, first night Cherry Popping? I have a feeling Em has sold me and Lis into some underground sex slave gang =P
Am in a good mood this morning, got cards and texts from the gurls plus some kiddies from college, bless them.
Better dash, have to leave in an hour and still haven't gt dressed nor packed, it's going well.. oh and I passed on of my units am so proud =)
Monday, 9 October 2006
The one with the busy year, yawn!
Mm at this moment in time, I am so bored of blogging, I don't know how I had the time before, urgh!!
New daily week:
Monday - Col 9 till 5 / evenings should be gymnastics
Tuesday - Col 9 till 5 / 7 till 9 Karate
Wednesday - Col 3 - 5 / Work 7 - 11 (Should be working on my assignments in my spare time)
Thursday - Col 9 till 5pm / 7 till 9 Karate
Friday - Col 9 till 1 / Work 6 till 10pm / Then normally out afterwards
Saturday - Shopping/Tidying/Chores/ Out in the eve/Studying
Sunday - Studying/or normally hungover/ Work 3 till 10
And somewhere in their I have to fit in student rep meetings, Hastings Youth Council Meetings and going to the gym to do class like salsa (I've always wanted to do Salsa!),
It's going to be a busy year not to mention, London twice this month, my birthday, November mates bdays & might be Erotica, December xmas and my New York trip, Jan best mates baby's born, Feb Zurich trip with my brother, March/April/May assignments overload!! and Hopefully fingers crossed Camp America May till October! Then it's all back to college for my second year and applying to go to UNI!!!!
Now I need to sleep, yawn! I've been so ill recently, I missed college today and I am so annoyed but I was so sick I couldn't even get out of bed but am feeling so much better now, but did manage today to get some work done on my beautiful websites Romijn-Online and CharmedGallery my babies!!
Oh I wish I had more time, to see more friends and all that but my busy thing is all because of uni, I want to have good application for uni, so the more I do the better uni I will get into, I want to get into either Manchester or Swanese or even harder Ex.
I'm trying to figure out what to be for Halloween either an Angel or a Witch =P
Oh and also what to get for my friends 21st and 19th birthdays!
London in a week yay!! Uni boys :drool!:
New daily week:
Monday - Col 9 till 5 / evenings should be gymnastics
Tuesday - Col 9 till 5 / 7 till 9 Karate
Wednesday - Col 3 - 5 / Work 7 - 11 (Should be working on my assignments in my spare time)
Thursday - Col 9 till 5pm / 7 till 9 Karate
Friday - Col 9 till 1 / Work 6 till 10pm / Then normally out afterwards
Saturday - Shopping/Tidying/Chores/ Out in the eve/Studying
Sunday - Studying/or normally hungover/ Work 3 till 10
And somewhere in their I have to fit in student rep meetings, Hastings Youth Council Meetings and going to the gym to do class like salsa (I've always wanted to do Salsa!),
It's going to be a busy year not to mention, London twice this month, my birthday, November mates bdays & might be Erotica, December xmas and my New York trip, Jan best mates baby's born, Feb Zurich trip with my brother, March/April/May assignments overload!! and Hopefully fingers crossed Camp America May till October! Then it's all back to college for my second year and applying to go to UNI!!!!
Now I need to sleep, yawn! I've been so ill recently, I missed college today and I am so annoyed but I was so sick I couldn't even get out of bed but am feeling so much better now, but did manage today to get some work done on my beautiful websites Romijn-Online and CharmedGallery my babies!!
Oh I wish I had more time, to see more friends and all that but my busy thing is all because of uni, I want to have good application for uni, so the more I do the better uni I will get into, I want to get into either Manchester or Swanese or even harder Ex.
I'm trying to figure out what to be for Halloween either an Angel or a Witch =P
Oh and also what to get for my friends 21st and 19th birthdays!
London in a week yay!! Uni boys :drool!:
Monday, 2 October 2006
The one with I'm back!
I am back, wow sorry for being away for long!
Also have a whole new computer with a lovely big hard drive (100GB, due hard drives!) and good RAM (512), I hope to get more Ram when I need it but now I am just getting all my files back on this computer =) I am so happy with it.
But I did have to use the last of my daddies monies though =(
College is going really well, am really enjoying it, work I am still at current petrol station's after taking ages to decide and I am trying to re-sort out my websites as I haven't be able to do anything for ageees!
Very short bloh but I have so much software to install that I'd better get going =)
Also have a whole new computer with a lovely big hard drive (100GB, due hard drives!) and good RAM (512), I hope to get more Ram when I need it but now I am just getting all my files back on this computer =) I am so happy with it.
But I did have to use the last of my daddies monies though =(
College is going really well, am really enjoying it, work I am still at current petrol station's after taking ages to decide and I am trying to re-sort out my websites as I haven't be able to do anything for ageees!
Very short bloh but I have so much software to install that I'd better get going =)
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