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So bloody funny!

Googling..

Caitlin gave me this idea about googling your name on google, my real full name, for some strange reason I get this fanfiction called "So You Fall From The Sky, Oh And You're Also A Vampire!?"

And it goes like this..

"That was the Black Rose's doing," Carmel whispered, "you need to know how dangerous they really are!"

I gazed at her face my own a mask of controlled emotion. Her eyes were wide and troubled her voice had even shook as she said that sentence. I took three small breathes and closed my eyes.

"Crystal?" her voice asked closer now. A small hand rubbed my back soothingly and she sighed.

"It's okay Crystal we won't let them hurt you. We're your friends Arrow, Tate, Zac, and me. Why would we let someone kill you- our hope and friendship?" her voice sounded peaceful now and I felt sleepy for a moment listening to the sweet voice.

I finally opened my eyes and small tears dripped out of them. I hugged Carmel leaning on her even when I was sitting in the bed. She held me and I also felt her shake with sobs. Calming myself alittle I spoke my voice cracking on the last word.

"Why me, why?" I whispered. Carmel heard me and pulled back smiling at my face sadly.

"We all don't like what fate has given us, but we still have to live through it and hold our heads high." I nodded understanding and sighed.

"I'm hungrey." I complained trying to lighten the mood. She nodded and gestured her head to a door in the room.

"That's the bathroom I set out a dress for you there." she smiled as I shakily got up and walked slowly to the door. Closing it I looked at the dress on the counter.

It was a plain blue sundress that widened on the skirt. I slipped in on depositing my dirty jeans and t-shirt. I swayed to the side and it swirled so gracefully that I had to smile.

Gazing in the mirror I saw my eyes were puffy and my face flushed. I splashed cold water on my face to wake me up and opened the door. Carmel had already made the bed and looked up as I stepped out. Her own face was normal unlike my puffy eyes and red cheeks.

She beamed at me and walked over circling me for a moment.

"I knew that dress would look perfect on you." she said mostly to herself. Latching her arm through mine we walked to the bedroom door and she opened it. I gasped as I saw a long staricase and to the left a hallway beyond that.

The door to the bedroom I had been in was right next to the stairs and glancing to my right I saw another long hallway. Carmel laughed at my expression.

"Welcome to Arrow's Mansion in the Vampire Realm."

I nodded slowly and she laughed more the sound echoing off the empty space.

"Can you keep it down?" a grumpy voice called from the stairs. Letting go of Carmel I walked closed to look over the banister. Zac stood there arms crossed and his frown disappeared as he saw me.

"Crystal!" he yelled as he blurred. A second later he was at the top of the stairs and hugged me swinging me around. I laughed, Zac's good mood always made me feel better.

"Okay, okay you can put me down!" I said still laughing. He set me down gently and Carmel joined us since she had been standing back watching.

"Jeez you act like I've been away for weeks!" I said. They both fell quiet the smile ripped from Zac's face. I looked at them both.

"What?"

Carmel choose to talk and hesitated as she gazed at my expression. "You've been out for two weeks Crystal, we couldn't wake you. You were like Sleeping Beauty still alive but not intact."

Zac spoke now, "Arrow was getting pretty frusturated he said he would march right to the Black Rose and demand what happened to you. That had us scared and he disappeared yesterday-"

"What?" I cried my voice shrill. My eyes widened with horror and I ran around Zac to the stairs. Taking the steps one at a time still running I thought this in my head.

Why had he done that? Was he okay? What if he was... dead or injured? Or-

My thoughts broke off as I tripped and didn't even have time to cry out. Wincing I wait for the hard floor... but it never came. Opening my eyes slowly I saw I was being held bridal style by...

"Arrow?" I said confused. I searched his face his green eyes just as piercing as ever. He looked at me to studying my face and bent his face towards mine.

My eyes widened with shock as he did something I didn't even imagine until now.

He kissed me pressing his lips softly against mine and I had just closed my eyes when he pulled away. Opening my eyes I smiled feeling red creep into my cheeks.

Very werid....

Hard work ahead of me..

Just finished work and my muther gave me a lift home..

It werid, since moving out my rents house, I haven't been able to spend as much time as I use to with my family which I do miss... I miss hanging out and doing nothing.. just chatting..

Anyway  trying to find time for anything other than college and work at the mo is hard work..

I'm trying to merit 3 more units in the next 3 weeks.. lots of hard work ahead of me..

In my bag

 

As I am very bored, and saw this on flickr, this is what is in my bag..

Harry Potter book
Ipod Cable (for when it dies on me and I can charge it at college)
Mobile Phone cable (normally the charger is in there as well)
Trashy magazines
My returned assignment
My college notebook
Pens
USB flash drive
Make-Up bag
Little purple notebook for random notes not relating to college
Keys for the flat, mums, locker, and random other keys
Pink diary
Sunglasses
Ipod (gotta love it!)
Water (or lemon water)
Lipsticks
Fags (bad bad damita!)
Lighters
Nose spray
Lipsticks
Hairbrush
My cutter for work & my namebadge
My mobile (but am taking a pic with it, its crap!)
Oh and lovely big arsed bag! Yay!

I would love a camera to add to my bag as my mobile phone is crappy for pictures as you can tell..

The basement Mac collection

http://www.flickr.com/photos/soyburger/sets/72157594228629049/

Just crazy, you have to check out the strange amount of Macs this guy has... (oh and he does have a girlfriend, go figure... girls like the werid ones..)

Sending positive vibes...

Big cuddles to Becky as she is feeling down...

Hope you feel better soon

Payday = yay!

I am so glad I have been paid even if it is all going on bills and paying off the debt, just got to do what you got to do... I just am so grateful to my toyboy (I say toyboy but he's 6/7 years older than me, ha ha!) who pays all the household bills without him I would still be living at home... So got paid this morning,

Paid:

• Loan

• Phone Bill

• Credit card (nearly all paid of yay!)

• Food bill

• Oh and the V day pressie for the toyboy

But still have some pennies so I can get to and from work, also am getting to go shopping at Primark, so am best pleased... Not a lot happening this weekend, it's Friday night and I have got loads of college work to be doing, two assignments came back and need corrections, toyboy is at work till 11.30pm.

Saturday, me and toyboy are going to town to go to Primark and for him to look at DVDs, and then have to be back for 2pm as I am babysitting the siblings for the muther so she can have her weekend away with my step dad...

Sunday, food delivery is coming and I am working 2pm till 11pm...

Am very tired, plus needing to make the phone calls to rents & best mate, then am having a relaxing bath...

Amusement from craigslist

Dropping Off Kids At School.....

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Date: 2007-10-22, 9:14AM CDT


You would think most of what I have to say would be self-evident behavior for the drop off line at school, but sadly, it seems not. What the hell are you people thinking?

First, of course,...people, get off your fucking cell phones! How many times do people have to be told this? You’re in line for 2 minutes (unless there is another inconsiderate fuck like you in the line), don’t you think the high profile world issues you face on a daily basis could wait until you drive off? Pull forward fucktard!

Second, coffee...you prepping your $6.50 cup cream-mocha-latté-whateverthefuckitis is not an acceptable reason for holding the rest of us up. If you just have to mix your lead filled package of Chinese slave labor flavoring before heading off to your stressful day, could you drop your child off, pull to the side, and do it out of the flow of traffic? Pull forward fucktard!

Third, whatever the hell it is you are digging for in your console. Why do you stare at the line, eyes fixed forward, waiting...waiting...waiting...and then just seconds before it’s time to pull forward, you pull your hands away from the wheel, flip open your console, and start digging for...?...what? What the hell are you digging for? You never find it! The statistical odds of finding anything in your console, while waiting in line to drop off you child, is nill. You have proven time and time again. It’s not there. It’s never there. Pull forward fucktard!

Next, dressing your kid in the car. If you don’t have your child dressed by the time you arrive at the drop off line, then you are not ready to get in the drop off line. Most of us dress our kids at home…I know, weird concept! If your kid is late, your kid is late...and dressing him or her in front of the school, in line, holding the rest of us up, does not somehow magically stop the clock and make it all OK. I know, I know, “It takes a village,” but the village is stacking up behind you, and we really wish you would pull forward fucktard!

OK, “Snoop-Dog”...yes, you driving the 1987 Corolla with the snap-on hubcap spinners and the bumper sticker that says “My other car is Tupac”, stop getting out of your car each day, defiantly starring at the line waiting behind you, and doing that fucking swagger where you hold your balls with one hand and walk as s-l-o-w-a-s-f-u-c-k-i-n-g-p-o-s-s-i-b-l-e around to the other side of your car to let your kid out. There are two teachers and ten monitors there to make sure you kid gets out safely. If you just have to do this routine everyday, then move to the side, otherwise...pull forward fucktard!

Slack-jawed people...I am pretty sure you can’t read this, but hopefully a nose breather has seen it and passed it on to you...that big empty space in front of you...the big 5 car space between you and the lady up there on her cell phone...that is a space which your car and the 4 people behind you should be filling in. Those people up there with the safety vests, waving their arms, looking at you like you should close your mouth and step on the accelerator are giving you the universal signal to...pull forward fucktard!

Last, the stay at home moms...do you have to talk to every other stay at home mother that you happen to see on school grounds? What the hell do you have to talk about each and every day? You just talked to her yesterday when you held us all up, what could possibly transpired in the last 24 hours that would require you to once again pull forward 5 feet, step on the brake, try to roll the window down, hit the locks, lock again, roll down the window, talk for-fucking-ever, and then roll your window up, pull forward another 5 feet, and repeat the whole process again? Maybe you could start a coffee clutch, a “La Madelin’s For Moms,” or some other type of morning meeting that would satisfy your craving for endless conversation, but somewhere other than in front of the other 20 cars trying to drop their kids off. Until you come up with a plan, could you please pull ALL the way forward fucktard!

Sleeping in.. God damn the alarm clock!

Wow, I have managed to sleep in and miss college for the first time ever in my life!

Fuck, fuckdy, fuck

Better get dressed and go in for second lesson...

Poo....

On a lighter note, yay! I am getting SKY!! WOOOOHOOOOOOOOO!!!!!

Btw, Joanna can't seem to comment on your website said failed database :(

One of those weeks

I really need to get my butt into gear today but I really can not be arsed.  Which is bad of me but after the week I've had I am not surpised, with all the stressy problems at work spent two hours crying again at work over the whole verdict... I am good at my job and I don't see why they have to shoot me down every bloody time..

College is just college, it's hard and I feel really lonely most the time because I want to pass and get the marks for uni.. I just got to keep going..

Then my girly parts are hating me again, I'm lucky I have my boytoy, family and friends without them I would of probably had a mental break down by now.

I don't think I can be strong this morning.....

But I have too....

It's unfair

RIP Amy....

It's unfair, totally unfair..

I have to admit that I went through her posts last night, reading every single one... it's upsetting to think she won't post again..

Cooker & Sky defined..

My cooker at the flat si at the moment in two parts, I have a cooker which only the top stove works which is gas and I have another one which only the oven works and that is eletric, which makes cooking very hard but thanks to the boytoy's mother we are getting a new one which is a dual cooker, gas on top and eletric on the bottom..

And Sky provide many channels and you get a disk stuck on the side of the flat but I've always had sky, basicly that might make me spoilt but I want it back...

Hope that helps..

Job : the principal activity in your life that you do to earn money

Random note:

I would probably enjoy my job a lot more if they didn't keep trying to screw me over..

Sky, oh I want the sky

Dear landlady,

Pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee can I have sky

I will be a very good tentant

Honset.

I look after this flat...

Much love,

Lonely and very bored girl

I am trying hard to be a domestic goddess

Well it has been a very long week battling with teachers and work.

I am now ahead of assignments and hope to be further after this weekend, but more importantly me and the boytoy decided to stay in this flat in this town, soooooo I get to PAINT! Yay! Squeel!! I am thinking blue for my bathroom, yellow for the kitchen and one wall green in the living room, I will of course take photos once I manage this.

Exciting news, I am getting a new cooker, my old one is broken and is in two different cookers, but I am getting a dual cooker all shiny and new plus hopefully sky if my landlady allows me..

Other than that it's just be domestic with washing up, cleaning, tidying but somehow the flat still ends up like a bloody mess..

I am being cut short as the boytoy wants to sleep and I want to stay up and watch the liv cooking show..

Why oh why did I put my computer in the bedroom..

Needing the pennies...

12 days till payday..

enough said..

And it's been nearly 5 days since my last confession..

Well it has been a busy couple of days with the starting up of college again (Tuesday), then with the mouth still not working and then having to go back to work (Thursday), I have been a very busy bunny..

 The tooth well, I can't really say tooth anymore as it's just a gap and it is very funny to the college boys to say I am "licking my hole" as I kept running my tongue over the gap.  To be fair it is very addictive but I have been told of by the boyfriend sereval times now.. but I can feel the stich coming out now.. like a bit of thread.. gross huh?

 College is going alright, handed in my BMI Calc today for one of my assignment now only 4 to do this weekend (start at least) or something stupid like that...

Had to go to the doctor today over some girly problem to do with thrush well it all started with thrush now it has a mind of it's own!!!

 I'd better get going as I should be working in class not playing on the internet, bad bad me!

Wooohoo BMI Calculator..

So I had to create a BMI Calculator in Visual Basic for my Visual Programming Assignment, it's coming together quite well but a certain bit is driving me nuts.. here is my pretty BMI Calculator..

 

 

 

Now on my Imperial section, when the user types in the number it needs to store it as a decimal so stones.pounds.. but I don't know how..

So now I am going to bang my head against the wall until after the boyfriends radio show 6pm till 8pm.. Waaa!!!

Double click my heels together... make me fashionable

Finished my dinner of spaghetti bolognese and have a headache from hell probably from my tooth, which is being a bitch..

Do you ever feel like you just can't keep up with fashion, I never look cool and I really wish I could either look cool or feel comfortable in what I wear..

I am a very causal chick, jeans, t-shirts and my dolly shoes or flats...

My best friend always looks in fashion and I have no idea how she does...

Why does crazy need company?

Well it's the afternoon (5.50pm) and have only been up since 11am, so havent' really done much today apart from washing up but need to do the mopping of the kitchen floor, even though I am ill I still have to do all the tidying and cooking...

Just saw my best mate who came over to see if I was alright answering her phone while at mcdonalds by the sound of it as she answered the phone with "Sour cream and tomate sauce..."

But she did bring my beauty of god-daughter who is now nearly one year old! I am very excited!!

So I did get the company I needed which was super as I thought I was going a little crazy being on my own for so long in the flat..

Thanks for all the lovely comments, I will blog more when my mind isn't so fuzzy and I have had my firs dinner since my tooth!!

It hurts, it hurts...

Yesterday after they had given me loads of injections in my mouth, they then cut the skin over the tooth and pulled it out, I got to keep it (yay!)...

That did not hurt at all but now I have sickness, fever-ish pains, and it hurts so fucking much!!!

I really hope this is over by tomorrow as I have my router working... and I wanna play on my website...

The day has arrived... Wisdom Tooth Day

I have abour an hour and a bit until I am having my wisdom tooth out and I am shitting myself...

I think it's because I've never really had to go into hospital and the denist scares me ever since they didn't put enough painkillers into my jaw when I had a filling and it hit a nerve.

So having to go to the hospital is just horrible but on the plus side I get to sleep all today and I get to have time of work, yay!!

Will update afterwards...

Router has arrived!!

Woke up again late, for some reason even though I did set the alarm for 8am, it did not go off!!  So slept in till 9.30am, and I am still babysitting today so ended up going to the computer shop as my ROUTER arrived today to get an enthernet card but to my surpise I already have one (which make me look very foolish as I am the computer student, sigh!)....

Then brought crossitants for the brothers and fed them, have spent the rest of the day working on my assignment for Visual Programming, which to my delight is now working apart from small problems and a one calucation problem but am so pleased!!!

Wisdom tooth out tomorrow...

Bollocks...

It is going to hurt like a bitch!

Will update after I have been to the hosiptal tomorrow... on my computer (squeel!!)

New Jeans why do you tempt me?

Another day is fading down at my end of the world and I am so bloody tired... It's probably because I did not go to bed till 1am because me and the boyfriend were watching Elf and then woke up late 9.30am when I was suppose to be at my mothers house to babysit my brothers at 8.30am!!!

Today I have managed to paint the wall in my brothers room orange as he has just moved into that room after my other brother moved into my old one, it's all very confusing..

I haven't really done everything I wanted to do today, I stil have that assignment to finish and the program to write...

Okay, not so good news, I've managed to put on a couple of pounds, am not impressed by this... bugger!

For the past couple of hours I've been debating on whether or not to buy these jeans I've been staring at for the last 3 months.. but I think I will...

Should I?

HAPPY NEW YEAR!! 2008!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!! 2008!!

Well doesn't this feel oddly familar.

It's been two years since I last own or ran a blog just becuase I did not have the time and my life is pretty dull.

What a difference two years make, I now no longer live at home and am living with my beauty of a boyfriend, nearly completed my A Levels (which I had to re-do since dropping out the first time again and my life is still pretty dull but oh hum..

No point in wasting the pennies on renewing a domain which is not going to be used.

It's just after christmas, hope everyone had an amazing time, I did, I got dun dun dun a BREADMAKER, this has got to be the highlight of 2007!!  It is just amazing, I made rolls with it the other day but unforntully I do not have any flat baking trays but I do have a muffin baking tray so all my rolls have come out muffin shape!  But the boyfriend does love them either way.

Since moving in I have managed to super glued my fingers together, produce 4 loafs of bread in a week and brought two dwarf baby hamsters, Holly & Misatoe... Very cute, now we have four hamsters..

Well today I have managed to get up, run a bath for the boyfriend and make him some sandwiches otherwise he won't eat at work! Pay the first credit card off and the phonebill, oh and cleaned the flat from last night..

I am suppose to be creating an BMI calculator in VB but it is broken and won't do what I want it to do..

Okay, I am off as the boyfriend is going to be home soon and I need to make tea!