The one with the new years eve

I can''t believe it is already new years eve, seriously!

Plus this one aint gonna be as good as last years (even though not many people will agree with me there!), it''s just everyone who are my norm party ladies are busy.... Mel is working, Rhi is off to a house party, Helen is back at uni in London and Katie has disappeared with Ivan.

Not to mention my males friends who aren't around, so I am out with Tanya and her mates but I really don''t feel like it...

There''s not many people I would like to spend new years eve with as it is a special night (ha ha! Like xmas eve) I went around to Mel''s last night to hang out, got completely drunk as well as other things which was really groovy, ha ha!

Not to mention we managed to watch the whole of simple life2 which was very good. I have only managed to sleep for about an hour, I am sooo knacked... I''m not making much sense in this post for reasons beyond my control

The one with the xmas sains party

Oooh my god, I am soo hungover! But last night rocked, baby! I went around to Carly''s then we went over to Matthew''s were with a had a few drinks with Nic, then onto the mini bus where my old boss  and few other people I use to work with were there.

We got to Battle Golf club where we dancing and drinking quite a bit. It was very big and there were loads of different companies there (staff loudest as normal), the food was great and it was just all lovely :P

I spent the whole time giggling with Carly, Nic, George and Matt (wicked!). We did the opps upside your head dance which rocked then off to Waves, where I saw so many people (Of course the lovely Mellie who works in the coatroom), Tam and her bf (who she induced me about 5 times), a few people from Hastings Direct and some from college, also the rest of the Sainsburys staff where out and about so ran into all the produce boys (they are the sweetest ever!), so we all danced till the very early morning. Ha ha! I got snogged, so I am best pleased :)

It was great! I am totally and utterly in love with the sainsburys staff, they are the wildest people ever! I can not wait to apply for a job back there after xmas and they all said they missed me loads and my maddness :)

Anyway its morning now and I am going on a road trip with Rhi so I have to move....

The one with the rant from hell

Saying I''m not a happy bunny wouldn''t even start to explain it, today I don''t know what is up with my websites, I have simply-charmed.net after being hacked and my coding god fixing everything on it (the scripts from codegrrl.com are a serious problem!).

The files have been moved and everything isn''t linking and it is driving me crazy, I told Freya yesterday that is was hacked (now did that shock her!), I wasn''t going to tell her as I didn''t want to worry her but she seem to take it well, ha ha!

Also after sc.net is now up and working (so to speak) my galleries at scgalleries.net have decided to break their databases, wtf! Seriously! I just finished my driving lesson, I swear to god I am getting worse, my driving teacher keeps telling me to stay away from the middle of the road so I stay on the left and then she complains that I am too near the curb, I hate driving with a passion, but I need to past my test so I can drive my car and I can go wherever whenever.

Oh one thing that is really annoying me, every time I talk to one of my mates the first question is do I have a boyfriend? Since when did I need a boyfriend?

I have been in and out of relationships (cough!) if you want to call them that since I was 11, I have been single for about 5 months and that is it, I wish they would give it up, every fucking time, even my driving teacher is on and on about it just because she met some guy in Jamaica and got engaged she has decided she has to make me feel small just because I am not in a relationship, so annoying. I never understood that every one of my mates once in a relationship they are trying to set me or they do that poor you face...

I''m out tonight at the petrol station xmas party which should be a good laugh and I am really looking forward to it :) and tomorrow I am taking a road trip with Freya to get her sister from Uni and then me, the girls are going to see Fightplan... And that''s all folks!'

The one with dance with your boyfriend

'I have been listening to Ashlee Simpson - boyfriend for the last hour or roughly, I keep thinking she is saying, "I dance with your boyfriend" instead of what she really is saying "I didn''t steal your boyfriend", ha ha! Did I tell you I was hacked err..

Two nights ago on simply-charmed.net, I couldn''t be angrier in my life, seriously sc.net is a big charmed, but is not as big as some of the other charmed sites out there so why in god''s green earth (ha ha!) would you hack the site!

Not even my site, I am a co-owner and its my best mates Freya's site so thank god it is all fixed thank god for another Charmed site owner (charmedbycharmed.com) who came to my rescue as I shouted and yelled at random things, has gotten into it and is fixing it for me, one word sums it the person up, bastard!

I have my job seekers allowance interview tomorrow, so hopefully as I am looking for a job they will pay me weekly... I need the money so badly.

My younger brother is driving me crazy!

He is was so-called ill on Monday so as I have nothing better to do (do I sound bitter?), so he has been bouncing off the walls for the past three days and I thought he was going back to school today but he hasn''t so he is well and driving me mad...

As you can tell I''m not in the best mood tonight so this is basically a ranting post, ha ha!

The one with thank god for old job

Collegues called me today from petrol station (where I use to work for those just joining us, I left them in the middle of August 05), asking if I wanted to go to the petrol station xmas party on Saturday which I thought was really sweet of them :)

So they called me earlier and I said I would go, she said I could go around hers first and also I am a surprise to everyone as only a few people know I''m going :) I''m so pleased they invited me, I have missed them all soooo much!! I get to wear that dress I brought for that ball hurrah!!!

Costed 6pounds and have only won once so far LOL!!! Also I''m out Thursday night with Freya as she hasn''t been out on a Thursday for ageees also best mate has invited me to the Waves xmas party so I think I am going out then too. So I will be going out on Thursdya, Friday and Saturday talk about killing me and my brain!! I dunno if I am still going out on Friday or Thursday, I can''t afford to do all three nights and Saturday is a must go...

I''m off to stop older brother (who is 15) drinking my vodka in my room and also so he has drunk three cans of red bull, god save us :P

The one with the Chronicles Of Narnia

I have just come back from watching this film ''Chronicles Of Narnia'' with my brothers and of course the lovely Freya.

Does it not rock so much!! I cried at some parts (so did Freya!), I thought it was so brilliant! Has to be my favourite movie yet! (Next to Harry Potter of course, darling!), Freya and me want to go and see the Producers and King Kong but as we are both of next week, I guess we can see the Producers then as it is a 15 or something like that and King Kong with my brothers.

Friday, best mate came over and hung out with me as I have nothing to do at the moment which was really nice :) I haven''t done hanging out for ageees! Friday night Freya came over to get drunk (since we havent'' been drunk in a while) and she stayed over, my brother managed to get his computer today and I just sorted out this website.

I have now nearly got all the visitor pages up again and I have created a new gallery which will have all the Lum, Harry Potter and my photos (webcam and my 20th birthday!) in it as it is easlier. Then I want to start on re doing my fan.digital-damita.net layout as I really want to do a Chronicles Of Narnia one as it rocks baby! Gotta dash I want to finsih the coding tonight :P

[edit @ 1am] I have managed to get the layout up with Lucy (don''t you think she is the cutest thing ever!! She reminds me sooo much of my little sister, go check it out http://fan.digital-damita.net and also I am got into my wallpaper mood and I have two new Lucy ones in my gallery :) [/edit]

The one with the what's up

I''m sooo pleased my Ipod nano and its little covers are down stairs in their box on the side board waiting for me to open them on xmas....

Ahhh I want it now, now, now, I''m such a spoil kid now :P Really haven''t done much today, apart from play sims 2 all day, I have been playing with my Goth family (nearly got them down to like 6 generations and I''m trying to get everyone in the little neighbood all related together in the end).

I''m off to the dole office tomorrow with best mate so not much else happening, younger brother's got his school play tonight which my mum and stepdad have gone to watch, older brother is winding me up about video games and I''m trying to fill in an application form for a post office as a customer service adviser role and my application form for the course I want to do next September. Thank you all for your support and kind words, you all rock very much so :P

I love artful dodger at the moment he rocks so much and do his songs....',

The one with being fired

Oh my god, I just can''t believe it, I have been fired!!! It was because I am dyslexic, and I can''t spell not a great job for me. But still now I am poor and jobless but me and best mate are going down the dole office on Friday to sign me up while I look for a job....
This sucks :(',

The one with the Ipod

After my first week at my new job, I have decided a lot of things

1. doing the damn legal sec course was just a year filler

2. this job was just a thing it was the last solicitors job I went for and I didn''t even want it

3. being a sec is the worse job for me as I am dyslexia.... :(

I discussed this with my mum and stepdad, I'm making an appointment with the student services at the college to see if I can get on the ICT course next September and if that is the right course for me, since I want an ICT degree and all. But I am gonna stay there a year so it looks good on my CV and so I can get half my debts... All a bit blah...but the job looking at everyone's marriage things are really interesting :)

But the better news is I HAVE AN IPOD NANO FOR XMAS!!!! Oh my god!! My muther just brought me one (well I did since she is watching bodies downstairs) and of course the pretty little covers as well :) La la la la..

That''s about it, I'm poor at the mo and I''m trying to send images to Jen for the galleries.',

The one with the brown boots

Urgh is it not bloody freezing!!!! I haven''t done much again today, I am listening to the Pussycat Dolls album which rocks!! Today is the wonderful Freya's 20th birthday so we are out tonight to go drinking and I so really want to play my new (it''s new to me) drinking game, I never!

But I think that might get me very drunk and I won''t be able to pull if I''m lying on the floor screaming Fuck you very slurred... Ha ha not that I ever do that.... Sh! I have just managed after 3 weeks to finish ''Romeo and Juliet'' fanfiction which I had on the Rugrats, hurrah!!! I think it is great over 20 pages so I am very happy with that. I have only 2 hours before I have to go over to Freya's but she will probably be late so I think I won''t leave till 4.45pm or something like that.

Minding my business, I was doing my thingn

Got my attention, so I gave him a chance (Wait a minute)

Did I mention he was buying a bar?

Gave him my number, he was trying so hard (Wait a minute)

Bought me some things I didn''t want, didn''t need

Dropped down his jeans like I''m supposed to drop to my knees (Wait a minute)

He been blowing up my phone like he know me

Been leaving messages "You know what you owe me" (Wait a minute)

Ha ha so funny, I have to go and wrap presents, talk to you later xxx

The one with the change

I have returned back onto the net, okay I know I was only away for a week but for me and my little internet addiction it seemed a lot longer. I have been very harsh and rash today, I had enough of looking at the charmed layout and was fed up of having some strange complex layout, I thought I would be simple (thanks to b2), I love this layout I didn''t make it but I still love it, I want to add a pretty title image probably of how I am feeling right now...

Then I had this whole problem of getting the blog layout from one folder to another so I had to delete it and re put it up, not to mention I have just been through my hostees folders the ones who haven''t updated in over a year have now been deleted plus all my old files have been deleted, I am having to re make all the files as the old ones were crud! Even weirder I am finding that the hostees who left me have left a load of big files and are hot linking me!!! WHAT THE FUCK!! So now I am having to change all the ftp passwords and delete all these old files, which to be honest makes me feel better.

Ha ha!! Half the files on this website aren''t working because basic I deleted them and now I am re doing them so you''ll just have to wait :P

The one with the fourth Harry Potter

I am so addicted to Harry Potter at the mo, I went to see the fourth movie with Freyaand my brothers on Friday and it did rock my socks off. So I was of course my normal self and talked about it to everyone while at the show, friends, my parents and anyone who would listen LOL!

But I have it on Dvd now (ha ha! I''m bad, get over it, I love my hookies), and I have already watched it twice and I only got it this morning so I have done very little today. Hermione and Ron so obvious!

If you can''t see it you must be blind, I liked the whole Cho and Harry thing, I love Cho accent and I think she is perfect for the role It''s so sad at the end, I thought it was cute the ending with Hermione, Ron and Harry (Do you wish we would ever have a quiet year? Ha ha no), love it, I say to everyone in the world to go and see (worship) Harry Potter. And that''s about it today, I have been working on the galleries again (I''m becoming very dull), watched Harry Potter and also my other growing obsession Digimon (watching season two).

The one with the face mask

'URGH!!! I have just managed to walk into the wall, I put the face eye mask to stop my puffy eyes and I thought it would be funny if I try to walk up the stairs and anyway I walked into the walk and now my finger is bleeding... Urgh I''m off to watch Digimon

The one with the PHP files

I can not believe it, the god damn cyberpixels have managed to fuck up the PHP files yet again, so I have decided since I have been putting it off for a year (seriously!) to change to b2 evolution so far I haven''t had that many problems so b2 is gone and the rest of the archives are saved but can not be accessed, oh hum. This is a starting fresh

The one with the head = desk

I have just managed to get my whole foot into my mouth, by accusing the head PA of losing papers, god!! And where did the papers turn up in my office on top of my filing, god I am such a hopeless PA sometimes. I didn't know what CEA stood for (being a weirdo medical term and all) it means Clinical Education Awards and somehow CEA didn't click with the name on the folder, thank god head PA has forgiven me for being such an idiot. And it is only 9.45am, I have a long day ahead of me, I think I will go and apologise some more to head PA.

The one with the male population

MP3 Player - Sublime

It''s funny how you can go from feeling on top of the world to feeling so shit, I'm swearing of male population until after Xmas I think I would be alright if it was just one but four, then you know something is wrong....

I''m off to sort out my head while trying to find over four different minutes from previous meetings for my doctor. Love ya

The one with yet again more snow

Still snowing, I’m really starting to hate the snow, its cold and horrible and keeps giving me colds!

Plus my laptop is doing something really strange, I keep pressing the on button and it starts to load but goes dead, it takes four time to get it to work, I hope it isn’t past it. Urgh!

College is pissing me off, there is so much to do and so little time, always the way, Work called me yesterday because T isn’t in so boss called and wanted me to work Friday night but promise mum I would babysit younger brother and so some how I’m working 1.30pm to 6.30pm oh hum, I need the money so I’m not going to complain.

Am still bidding on random Rugrats items, getting my collection up. Yush I am selling my buffy dvds, want to get seasons 4 to 6 for £14.99 each please bid : )

I’ve been trying to create a new layout for DD.net but it is so not working, all I am coming up is with layouts I don’t like, I have created five so far and its really starting to annoy me! I need to put some clothes on and get ready to go snow tracking to work!

The one with the snowman called Hero

So it is snowing again, which means snow day for my brothers but older brother had to go in as he has an GCSE exam and my mum walked to walk as it is the hospital not that far away.

Me and younger brother made a snow man called Hero (Dont' ask, his idea)

Oh about the shock, I can tell all on Friday  : )

I’m on ebay today selling all my buffy dvds as I so need the money I’m hoping they will go for a good price

The one with the shockness

Still in shock, everyone is in shock, oh wow it is just shocking ha ha, and the bad thing is I can not tell anyone not until later on. It’s not about me either ha ha!

Anywho not much a happening, just college and working my fingers to the bone for extra money as I am so so bloody poor! I get paid this Friday so hopefully I can put £200 into my credit card and that means only £600 to go

My college work is growing, I’m worrying over money again and getting everything done in time for June, I have a new Psychology teacher and he's too weird, he says were behind and we only like have two months till our exam and there is sooo much were missing out.

The only thing that is driving me is my trip to Ohio : )

Gotta dash, Not a long post but post longer tomorrow, promise.

The one with the flamer

Ha ha I nearly wet myself with laugher a minute, I have a flamer, God I feel so proud that someone doesn’t have a life and thought they would flame me, I feel so honoured! : l o l :

“ur not a baby princess but i am ur a stupid ugly liar and u’ll never make in psychology spell it right stupid ur a bitch ur site sux go to hell u make me sick”

Mm Oh the brilliant words of a 14 year old girl, lucky for me, I have your IP address (24.218.58.126). Aw someone is jealous of me, bless. : b l u s h :

Anywho back to more important facts, had to go into town to pay the credit card as they said if I did it by telephone banking that it would take 10 days which would totally suck since the money needs to be in there for Monday.

Plus I’m away this weekend seeing G, I’m trying to buy some orange fabric for my chair upstairs, I’m thinking pvc seat cover and fluffy back cover. Should be nice plus as I can’t really afford to get a new chair this will have to do.

Went around to H’s last with Freya to watch DVD’s since were all to poor to go out and drink, about 8pm K called so we went and picked her up and then drove to the petrol station to get sweeties and chatted to the folks there, lovely people they are : )

The one with internet banking

Wow this is amazing, or I am very easy amused. Ha ha did have the day off today until work called so worked 1.30 to 6.30pm.

Only bonus about working today go invited to a 21st birthday party, ha ha. Had a fight with this annoying woman, I work in the petrol station. She comes in and starts ranting. There was only me (the supervised!) and G who works across the road but came over to do the breaks. I have a queue of people out of the door about 15 to 20 and the phone is ringing for about 40minutes

Me - the petrol girl
Woman - Bitch from hell

Woman: Number 3 isn’t working, it is spitting can one of you come and look at it.
Me: I am sorry, but I can’t leave the petrol station as there is only two of us and it is the rule is there has to be two people in here. My collogue from up the road will be back soon from her break and she will come and have a look.
Woman: Bloody hell, always the same, bet there isn’t this rule

She storms out. Then 5 minutes later she comes back push in front of all my queue.

Woman: Can you come out side!!
Me: I am sorry but I can’t.
Woman: But the pump isn’t working
Me: Have you put down the pump and tried again?
Woman: Yes I’m 52years old and being driving since I was 16years old
Me: Okay then, Have you tried a different pump?
Woman: No, What if I just drive off?
(Kind of losing my temper big time here)
Me: That is not allowed please try a different pump and then I can add the two amounts together, and you will still get your 5p discount!
Woman: Fine

She goes and comes to pay
Woman: I am going to write in
Me: Okay, I will write a note of the pump in our staff diary.
Woman: Well you should be able to leave, how dare you treat me like this.
Me: Here's your receipt good bye

FUCKING BITCH FROM HELL IF YOU ASK ME! I can not stand woman like that, also people who treat and look at me if I was shit because I am working petrol station, at least I have a job its better than being on the doll you stupid bints!