Wednesday, 2 June 2004

McDonalds

Feeling better today, have just eaten 4 eggs on toast probably not the best diet but hey! I didn't eat last night so eating once a day about midday is my new thing to lose weight : b e a d y : lets hope it works.

Crap afternoon yesterday I am going around and back and forth into depression like a yo-yo lately, having no job sucks to high heaven, no job = no money = no social life = depressed = 1,000 debt = no BLOODY job...

Yes it is pissing me right off, I even filled in a form for McDonalds!!! MCDONALDS!!! Oh hum a job is a job I guess also filled in a form for HD, so at the moment my high light of my day is doing chocolate-frog.com it is my project and the only thing keeping me sane, and if I have to hear the words, oh why haven't you done this and nag, nag, nag, nag by reply is FUCK OFF!

Tuesday, 1 June 2004

Failure

Home life is horrible and I can't bare it any longer but I would move out but I've lost my job and now in a grand of debt. I can't go out because of the money side so I am now anti-social again. I just feel so hopeless and such a bloody failure.... again....